it really desnt matter to me anymore

hmm. ok. lets blog.
few days ago was abit emo. haiz.
just cant get through it.
hmm. yesterday 10 reach home. slp.
-.-
today.
got back result slip.
failed 1 sub. history/ss
haiz.
dunno y will fail even got learn.
hmm 3 As only.
L1R5 onl 18. which means that it is impossible to get into any jc.
hmm. others got quite gd. other frends from other class also get so gd.
i think i am the lousiest 1.
then today sugna and i were so emo after sugan got bacvk his slip and knowing that he failed his english.
and is FAILED BY 1 damn mark lor. hmm.
haiz.
today played soccer and bball too.
real long time never play.
today got trashed by some sec 4 guys 14-21.
then went play soccer instead.
played ownself first then asked by some sec 4 to paly with them.
so in the end 6 v 6.
we trashed them .hahas at first.
then kuang jun went home i think.
then we sort of down liao.
i kana ram so many times lar. then keep falling onto ground. haiz.
but saved quite alot of ball.
hmm.long time never play so long. also played unti l 6 30.
hmm then like blister everywhere.
sianz
=X.
hmm hands jelly liao.
next time then blog again.
sianz.

everyone is like enjoying themselves.
but i am like here dead. with nth in my head.

in just 1 night. everything changed,
it became back to the same place.
nth else is more depressed than that.
square 1
and it is just becuz of that
1 word.1 sentence.1 action.
that make it so complicated.